Evaluation.
It's what losers fear most - being evaluated. Knowing your worth. Knowing what you're capable of.
Nung isang araw lang, naevaluate ako. Naevaluate yung performance ko as a trainee. It suddenly hit me. Hey, this isn't school anymore. It's like the 'real thing' already. You don't look cool anymore by breaking rules. You have no right to break the rules. You're not paying for their service anymore. You're being paid for your service.
Knowing how I'm doing made me think about these things. Nung nag-aaral pa kase ako, I had the attitude na, 'kaya pa naman bumawi next time'. Makapasa -- this was my main goal. What was the worst thing that could happen di ba? Have a failing mark. Yun lang naman ang naisip ko.
Pero as I've said, constructive criticism. You'll never know what you're doing wrong until someone corrects it.
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